Not over YET??????

Tomorrow I return, once again, to classes after completing my final clinical rotation. This rotation was difficult and I wasn't sad to see it end. Last week I attended a seminar that is supposed to help me pass the board exams. It was a long exhausting three days, but very educational. Now only five weeks left and I will be DONE!!! Four long years of education will be over - but, now the true learning will begin. I'm not exactly sure how I am feeling - it doesn't seem real that I will no longer be attending school. It's what I do now - study and go to class. For four years my life has been structured around education, and I have been so focused on my goal that I haven't seen much of the world around me. I actually have been submerged in a whole different world that has left me feeling isolated from all that I knew. It hasn't been bad - I just feel as if I need to re-create myself. So on August 14th I will purge myself of my very ugly navy blue scrubs and become reacquainted with myself.