Billy's Home

After two months of being separated Billy and I are finally back together. This morning the door bell rang and I looked out the window and there he was smiling and waving at me. I couldn't believe it - I thought for sure he wouldn't be back for a couple more weeks. What a relief to not be alone in this house anymore. After he was here for about half an hour it finally hit me just how much weight I felt I was bearing, and I broke down in tears. Sure, I was doing it all alone and I could continue to do it alone, but that's not how it's suppose to be - he is supposed to be here beside me feeling just as miserable. :0)
His only disappointment in coming home was that I had the cable disconnected - there is no TV. That's fine for me because all I do is study so I don't watch TV, but he loves the golf station and of course the Yankee games. Poor man!
Today was good - we actually watched a movie together, ran a couple errands and then ate dinner with Josh and Nicole. I loved it and the biggest piece missing in my life is back in it's place. Right beside me - it's been a good day.