Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Totally exhausted

Today I finished a month of marathon studying, and as I sit in front of my computer I am filled with a myriad of feelings and emotions: exhaustion, ecstatic, gratitude, exhaustion, accomplishment, exhaustion, motivation to move forward, and most of all blessed - oh and did I mention I am exhausted?
The past few weeks have been the hardest part of this program for me, and to make it worse it was the time that Billy had his heart attacks. I seriously did not think I was going to make it through with passing grades. Until this time I had received straight A's, but I ended up with B's in a couple classes. It was the first time I was happy and relieved to get anything less than an A. The past week seemed to be the hardest as it was crunch time with three classes ending at about the same time. It was one of the toughest challenges I've ever experienced, but I made it, and I feel good. The past couple of days have been virtually sleepless, but through prayer and the help and encouragement of some fellow Pima inmates I did well. So tonight I will get some much needed housework done, sit and watch TV and NOT open a book. Tomorrow I start it all over again.

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